
15.7.04
Much as I want to reply smses and chat with some of my dear friends, I really don't have the time and heart for them. Replying smses half-heartedly or chatting on the phone with a mind half-shut-down has no meaning at all. I will continue to try my best to balance. Anyway, val and uboo think that I have too many good friends because I always go for gatherings with different groups of friends. Hahaha. I don't know if it's a good or bad thing. I love my friends, that's for sure. But I must also say that, the more I learn about myself, the more I think my friends don't understand me. No same person on this world can fully understand my words, let alone say my feelings and thoughts.